Don't You Know That I'm Loco?

Did you ever ponder why the Isle of Sodor has so many rail-roads? Never mind the fact that it's only two conductors are a comedian and an aging pop star.

Yeah, That is About the Jist of It

I hate trying to fight these moods on mornings like this. Right now just the fact that I have to get up is what gets me up. No actually drive or initiative, just has to be done.

Currently Listening To: Squarepusher - Beep Street

Hecktic Work

Always busy as usual. I just had to take some time out of my lunch to tell you that. Plus it is always good to write at least something. I wrote in my flash-drive journal more stuff. I am getting a LOT of ideas for a 4th Edition Dungeons & Dragons campaign. I want to do it online. I am trying out maptool for mapping and am working on a starter dungeon to get things working and fixed out. If anybody is looking for a game I could set a day on the calendar. It will be sporadic days (about once a month), but we would just have to schedule them out.

Currently Listening To: Count Basic - Gotta Jazz

It's Looming Again

The gray cold sky blankets the horizon and the precipitation falls. I look out the the plate glass out onto the blacktop lot below. I suddenly feel drowsy at the sight.  Not like I can normally keep myself awake normally, I have to deal with the depressing view of the early autumn weather. Noticed is that the leaves green color on a nearby tree has almost all given away presenting me with its new pale amber color. A pretty color, but one disguising a horrible truth.

Ah, how I long for those late spring cherry blossoms filling the trees and my eyes with a sign saying The warmth that you desire is almost here. The message that these leaves leaves now send is just as clear.

I shake off the sinking feeling of the last few minutes with with new resolve that whatever happens I will make it through the winter. Yes, adjustment may be made, but I need to push forward through this and I will defeat it. I will not let it rule over me. This time around, I have allies against this darkness.

Currently Listening to: Girl Talk, Hands in the Air